Time passes

So much reminding me of you lately. The NFL draft, playoff hockey, playoff basketball.. You were the one I talked sports to. I miss that so much. 

You fucking knew sports like no one I've ever known. It was so impressive the passion you had especially for football.. I am smarter as a result of your knowledge.

11 weeks ago today you left me. It still feels surreal. I can't believe I'll never watch another football game with you. It go see the Yankees together. Nothing. You were my go to for all of those things and I have no one to do them with anymore.. 

I miss my friend. I miss my lover. I miss you.